Friday, October 23, 2009

Guns on Campus

This article showed up today in one of my higher education or library feeds (I want to say it was the kept up academic librarian...but I might be wrong).

Basically, there are people trying to prevent colleges and universities from outlawing concealed weapons on campus property. For the record - I don't believe weapons should be allowed on campuses. As one of the quoted educators says - it can't be a good idea to combine youth, drinking, and firearms. That being said, I respect one the issues cited as a reason why the rule needs changing - that the borders of campuses are not always clearly marked, and thus people don't know that they're breaking the rules.

I don't know what will happen with this bill in the long term, but it is something to keep an eye on, particularly as I've heard of similar bills being introduced in other areas.

This isn't a particularly interesting or well thought out post, but I thought some of you might be interested in this article and the issues it raises.

In non-library related news, I'm buying a car this weekend/week (and driving to michigan a week from tomorrow). In theory I have an apartment...maybe. I'm not yet approved, so we'll see what happens.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

The Start of Something New...

I am currently in the midst of a great existential crisis.

For the record, my life is amazing. I have signed and returned my contract, meaning that I am officially the Government Documents Librarian at Grand Valley State University. It is about as close to my dream job as I could ever imagine getting right out of school and on top of it, the position is tenure track faculty. Wow. Also, I currently have a relocation professional finding me an apartment in Grand Rapids. Did I mention that this relocation service is being paid for by my institution? Life is amazing!

But back to my crisis. How, you might be asking yourself, can she be having an existential crisis when everything is going so well? Her life is awesome! And you know what - you would be right. Life is excellent. But could it be too good?

There was just a post on one of my higher-ed blogs (I don't know which one or I would link) about feeling like an impostor. And I realized - that is exactly my problem. I feel like at any moment someone somewhere will realize that I was never meant to be in this position, I'm not qualified for this job! I'm not even qualified for my diplomas!

For the record, I do know that I am qualified. I know that I will thrive in this environment with these people. But it doesn't change the fact that somehow I am turning into a real life grownup with responsibilities, a car payment, and an actual date for my tenure decision. (You have no idea how scary it was to read that part...even if it is 7 years away, it's still terrifying.)

It's like this xkcd cartoon. Except instead of batman, it's something else. Case in point - the title to this post is a reference to High School Musical...and I didn't even do it on purpose.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Public vs. Academic

This is a question I've been thinking a lot about recently. As I mentioned, I am in the middle of a massive job search, and a large part of that search is deciding where to apply. I am not tied to any geographic area - and in fact I'm pretty excited by the opportunity to move somewhere new. (I'm the kind of person who loves seeing new places and meeting the people who live there. I like adventure.) In my case, the question is more about what kind of institution I want to work at.

My previous experience is limited to academic libraries. It's what I originally planned to do when I went to library school, and it's even what my concentration was in. I love the challenge of academia (in this case referring to research libraries) - the deep research, the esoteric topics, the strange collections. That's the academic culture I came from. I love to teach, and in fact considered becoming a teacher for quite some time. That love of teaching is the reason why I think working in a community college would be particularly interesting. All of the CC librarians I've met have been involved closely with teaching students and hands on services. That appeals to the people person in me. Heck, I've even applied to a few school library positions. I really enjoy working with kids and like I said, I did consider becoming a teacher for quite a while.

But I've applied to a number of public library jobs (and am interviewing for some as well). A major reason why I love public libraries is because they provide services to everyone, regardless of background, age, and income. I'm passionate about freedom of information - it's what makes our country great. And while public library work can be more challenging (you deal with people who have nowhere else to go, or who have personal problems), it can also be incredibly rewarding. And I would get to do programming! I love being crafty and planning things, so I would have so much fun planning different programs for library patrons.

I find my own flexibility in what type of librarian I want to be rather interesting because many of my classmates had a very specific place and/or type of position they want. I think part of it is my personality - I'm flexible and love challenges, and each one of these positions offers a different type of challenge. And part of it is me being realistic. I have applied for more jobs than any of my classmates (somewhere approaching a hundred at this point...maybe over?...I've lost count). I'm fully aware of the effect of the economy on libraries across the country, and I know that many of the places I'm applying are possibly in the middle of a hiring freeze, even though they are publicizing openings. I come to the profession with a fair bit of part time experience (five years), but without any real professional experience. (I went to graduate school directly after I finished my B.A. - slightly unusual, but I knew this was what I wanted to do.) I'm competing with people who have significantly more experience, so I have to be flexible regarding where I work.

In the end, I know that I will be happy no matter where I end up. I'm so lucky to be receiving the interviews I am at some really incredible institutions (public and academic). And I'm thankful that a number of institutions are giving me a chance - even without an extensive professional background.

Friday, August 21, 2009

Same old blog, brand new content!

As you can see, this blog began as an assignment for a class I took during my first semester of library school. A lot has changed since then. I finished my graduate degree at the end of July/beginning of August, finished my internship, and left behind the life of a student. Oh, and I moved back to my hometown (temporarily hopefully - unfortunately my hometown is the location of one of the top 10 Library Science programs in the country, so it's unlikely that I will find a job in this area).

So I guess I'll start by talking about why I chose to be a librarian. I could tell the same story all librarians do - that I got my first library card before I could write my name (true story!) or how I remember browsing through my father's library (which is really what he had) and always being able to find just the book I needed. But while those contributed to my love of reading and books, it isn't why I chose to be a librarian. When I was in college I worked in the library (which I did in part because I was a work study student and in part because my high school biology teacher told us to try to get a job in the library because it was the easiest job to have during college). Until that job I always said I hated people, I wanted to work in an office somewhere away from the annoyances that come with working with the public. But I realized that I love working with people!

So when I finished my undergraduate degree, which was in Russian Regional Studies and Political Science, I decided to head to graduate school. I learned so much during the course of my degree, but what really cemented the idea that I belonged in librarianship was my internship. I was so lucky to be accepted into a year long internship/training program at the university's library system. I learned how to really work at an information/reference desk and provide library services. But even more than that, I learned what it meant to be a librarian - to be welcoming and well educated yes, but also to keep learning, to join professional organizations, and to be active in the profession.

Hopefully this blog will the place where I chronicle my entry into professional librarianship. At the moment I am still in the process of searching for a job, so I won't talk too much about that, but hopefully I will soon be employed at an amazing student oriented institution with fabulous coworkers and well on my way to a successful and fulfilling career!